THAT DAY.

You see it's one of those days when you have to deal with a lot of stuff and you weigh things over and see which one you should face first then in the middle everything planned was going well then it suddenly hits you, then you're back walking alone and talking to God again.

I had my final presentation in comm which is was 50% of our final grade at around 9am and my 3rd long exam in math at 1pm. So you see i was rehearsing and stuff for comm because i don't want to look stupid in front of many people. This presentation was really killing me you know and i did my best from the videos, content, the visuals, surveys and what needs to be done and everything. It's really nerve racking and so it happened.. umm it went well. We're included in the top 3 best according to Dr. Molo and so i was happy that it's done and everthing paid off.

Time for math.

Then it happened. It was before lunch time just right after my comm presentation when i felt my tummy was throbbing, it was okay first then it became worse like it's gonna blow my whole body off. I swear that pelvic pain was one of the worsts i've ever felt. I can't even walk, i wanted to go home and go to my room to ease the pain. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to call my mom to bring me home but did not because the last time this happened she panicked and went crazy over me in the hospital, so i decided to deal with the pain. I was walking alone in school and thinking whether i'm gonna take the math test or not. I was supposed to study after my presentation at 11...so i still got 2 hours to study before 1pm and so i was walking alone in acb texting my friends what i'm gonna do..i sat in the comfort room for 15 minutes thinking about it and it's already 12:35 and i don't know what i'm gonna do. The pain was eating me, i can't even walk. I decided to just go take the exam.

During the exam i thought i was gonna die. I swear. I wanted to cry in there but I CANNOT because in the real world like in that classroom, you cannot just do that. So i sat and waited for the exam to begin, when i got the test and looked at it, everything was blurry already and i suddenly forgot everything i have studied. I answered some parts and i did not even care whether i am doing it right, i just wanna finish it, the pain was too much. In the middle of the exam, i got up and told my teacher i was going to the wash room. I did not go there to pee or what, i just sat in there and held the pain. Then i came back in class, answered some parts and left half of the exam unanswered. I cannot concentrate anymore. So i submitted my paper and bid goodbye to that third long exam and the excemption. I just need 36.5 points to be excempted and i blew it. I have no choice. It was too much.

So i was texting my brother to pick me up ASAP and he was with his girlfriend and he said he'll pick me up afer 2 hours..2 freakin hours and i'm gonna die. So i was walking outside school and did not know where i was going then i decided i'll go to nikole's dorm just few block away from school..so i was walking and the pain was killing me ten times more.. i was walking slowly and telling myself..hang on...it's near..you'll be lying in bed after 2 minutes.. so i was i was already in nikole's dorm and i rang the doorbell..and natalie..the german roommate opened the door so i was very ready to barge in and just go rest in there when nat said nikole was not there..i was about to ask her if i still can come in and wait for nikole.. but she answered me "I'm sorry she's not here" and slammed the door in my face. I swear that KILLED ME. I asked myself what i am going to do now..so i went down..walking in the street near residencia..while i was about to cross and i was holding my tummy and the pain..i don't know but i asked God.. if i did something wrong lately.. i've been very good., i've studied and did my duties in school.. what did i do wrong? then i was crossing the street then i bumped into sara and joyce..my eyes lit up and they said they were heading to their dorm..and in that moment... tears just fell off my face.. and sara and joyce was like surprised and they brought me inside the dorm and made everything okay.

That day.

I don't know what came on but i felt so alive and kept thinking about stuff.. i don't even know why i cried..maybe it's the moment when i felt like life really loves them curveballs and boom suddenly i saw sara and joyce.. my good friends.. and it's like God did not let me down again. I'll never ever forget that day when i aced my scary comm presentation and had a killer pelvic pain, then failed my math exam and sara playing my angel.

Goodbye excemption. I think i go 12 out of 50 in that 3rd long exam. I just could not think. Everything in me was being eaten up by the pain. There's still the final exam, hope it would be different this time, after all, i don't even any presentation whatsoever in the morning, so i don't need to ace anything except THAT MATH EXAM. No more paying for luck. It's just that.